FUTILITY IN ACTION: FIGHTING TIME
Given that it was defined by Covid, I doubt that anyone will mourn the passing of 2021, although many of us may experience a twinge or two of regret as we contemplate one less year in our allotted time. In the Monty Pythonesque spirit of “always look on the bright side of life”, herewith some musings on wasting time by trying to fight its passage.
When I was in my 20s and setting out in the world, I made a list with the headline: “50 Things To Do Before You’re 50.” I discarded some and missed the deadline on quite a few. But I’ve come to realise that even at the stage where there’s a hell of a lot more of life to look back on, than look forward to, it’s still fun to keep trying to tick off items still on the list.
I was 24 years late on the target of getting to Antarctica, for example, but it was worth the wait.
What’s not worth the time and effort is buying into slogans and gimmicks designed to convince us the vicissitudes of age aren’t inevitable.
“Zoomer TV” (Slogan: ‘For Boomers with Zip’) would have us believe changing one letter can turn we over 70s into what our heads lie that we are, even as our bodies tell us the truth.
No doubt the creators and producers are the age of their target audience’s grandkids.
And if we’re “zoomers”, why do the ads on the retro shows we watch include stair lifters to remind us how decrepit we’re supposedly not?
Reminders of mortality keep coming with increasing frequency, without the need for ads.
AVOID MIRRORS AND OBITS
The soundtracks of my life are fading to mute at an alarming rate. When I read the obituaries of Leonard Cohen and Charlie Watts, I thought of them as they were when I was young, physical evidence be damned. It’s best not to dwell on the fact that they were in my age bracket.Although amazingly, people seem to be worrying about getting old earlier and earlier. Covid led to a rise in plastic surgery. Men barely into their thirties are getting ‘Botoxed’.
Apparently, a driving factor is working from home. “Now some are pointing to video calls as the reason for a reported uptick in cosmetic surgery procedures in what cosmetic surgeons around the globe have called the “Zoom Boom.”
Really? A face past middle age with no wrinkles isn’t something to be celebrated. It’s not a symbol of perpetual youth, it’s a signpost of a life not lived– no laughter, worry, consternation or curiosity.
There’s nothing wrong with making an effort to look as good as you can. Buying into the idea that if you spend enough money you can look the way you used to, on the other hand, seems a bit of a waste. The multi-billion-dollar cosmetics industry thrives on convincing women to look in the mirror and see lines even before they are there. They’ll never believe this, but I think I can speak for many older men when I say we celebrate our “other halves” with the best lines from “Prettiest Eyes”, The Beautiful South’s homage to a woman turning 60:
“You can’t have too many good times, children
You can’t have too many lines
Take a good look at these crow’s feet
Sitting on the prettiest eyes”
MEN HAVE IT BETTER
I will concede that women have a far harder time than men when it comes to image, especially in TV news, where I made my living well into wrinkles and receding grey hair time. Nobody complained that I was by and large less than perfectly groomed, refused to wear make-up for ‘on cameras’ and as often as not looked more like I needed, rather than recently had a haircut.
A female colleague told me that when she was risking her life reporting from Baghdad, producers in New York bombarded her with instructions on makeup and how to wear her hair. Then a female producer told her she needed to look “ten percent less glamorous”. What that was supposed to mean was never made clear.
For male correspondents, signs of age are often seen as bestowing a measure of gravitas, a subliminal message that you’ve “been there and back”.
My first gray hairs appeared in 1982, when I was covering the Israeli siege of West Beirut.
I was only 35, technically “middle-aged” if you go by the Biblical count of three score years and ten, so in a way I proved the old saw about fear turning your hair white overnight.
Another male advantage when it comes to aging, is our innate inability to recognise when we’ve reached the stage of being hormonally invisible to the opposite sex.
While he probably didn’t have aging in mind when he coined the phrase, the great philosopher Immanuel Kant summed it up in one line:
“Happiness is not an ideal of reason, but of imagination.”
That’s a (wrinkled) highbrow way of saying: “Never give up on the to-do list.”
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6 thoughts on “FUTILITY IN ACTION: FIGHTING TIME”
Not a big fan of the term ‘Bucket List’ but of course understand the concept. The antarctic seems an interesting trip though. 😃
I will always think of you in your prime when we first met, swimming laps in the Kinshasha Hilton pool
Excellent once again Allen. But that might be the boomer in me speaking.
When I turned seventy I made a list of all the things I wanted to accomplish before I turned sixty-five. Amazingly, I checked off every box. Made me feel good. Especially the one that read “replace self with three amazing new human beings.”
Doing this retroactively might be cheating a bit but the exercise did give me a bit of ZIP!
Can’t do much about the things that never happened and find them increasingly easy to forget ‑also the Boomer in me.
Cheers
Tom
Thanks mate. Your words always put a smile on my face. And a frown: it is a sign of me thinking, believe it or not. Send my best to any penguins you might meet on the way. Enjoy.
we probably are all in a group with more
yesterdays than tomorrows…
i try to use my “use by date” to study but not dwell
on past mistakes and pass along whatever I learned to my children and grandchildren…
and throw in some apologies too…
the rest of the time I spend measuring the shortening gaps between covid variants and
making plans and taking precautions to avoid
a direct confrontation…not exactly “bright side”
stuff…
Great musings, Pizz. After the first 6 months of intense Zooming, I became obsessed with my eyebrows and spent a ridiculous amount on trying to make them — I don’t know — less annoying. I regretted the spend immediately, switched off ‘self view’ and haven’t seen myself since. This getting older thing; my erstwhile personal trainer said repeatedly, and Pizz you need to read this in a Joburg northern suburbs nasal twang, ‘It is what it is’. Such wisdom. These days I too turn to Leonard Cohen, to ‘dance me to the end of love’.